At the start of my sophomore year, I decided to do my best to carve a place for myself in the crowded quad of my high school.
My freshman year had been spent observing from the bleachers the athletes, actors, and student council members amongst my classmates. My long, bored summer was spent chatting on the phone with other freshman girlfriends and paging through my newly-acquired 600-page yearbook. I had to participate in something in order to get into college, and gaining a little personal satisfaction would not be too bad, either.
Good grades, a flair for five paragraph essays and a talkative personality were not going to be enough. Marching in the band as one of 20 other flute players was not exactly going to jump off the page and wow an admissions board (and I was not finding my lone extracurricular of walking in tandem with hundreds of other wool-suited minstrels to be a hotbed of excitement.) Sports seemed a good forum for achievement, but the last time I had played on an athletic team I was a seven-year-old t-ball outfielder (when was the last time you saw a t-ball hit into the outfield?) who was gently recommended by her coach to “try ballet.”
So I zeroed in on the only club in which yakking with my girlfriends and the ability to compare and contrast Huck and Jim’s place in society were actually qualifications: the speech and debate team.
I attended the first September meeting and promptly committed to spending my evenings writing speeches. I worked on enunciation, posture, hand movements, and connection with my audience at twice-weekly meetings. I gained confidence and camaraderie with my fellow teammates (me! on a team!). Instead of staring at other kids’ faces in my yearbook, I looked into my own eyes as I practiced in front of my bedroom mirror.
And when the team and I traveled to a high school speech and debate tournament held on a college campus, hours away from my small town and large high school….
I won first place in my event.
I received an honest-to-God trophy.
Have you ever seen the face of an unathletic girl who is handed a trophy, when the only other thing she has ever won is a game of kitchen table Scrabble?
I wish that proud and ecstatic smile, that leap of joy and surge of confidence, for every child in their journey on this earth. Just one first place, in whatever area of expertise they choose. Their win will be more than a ribbon or trophy or plaque, it will be a license to trust themselves and the adult they are becoming.
I wish that first place moment not just for self-conscious middle-class American kids like myself circa 1990. I wish it for every child across this wide earth, in developing countries, too.
However, one child dies every 20 seconds from a disease that could have been prevented by a vaccine.
One in five children worldwide lack access to the life-saving immunizations that keep children healthy. I see that as one in five children at risk for never getting that first place win.
Coordinated worldwide vaccination efforts have made significant progress, particularly in reducing cases of measles and polio, but funding gaps could threaten these gains. That is why I am proud to be a supporter of the Shot@Life campaign, an effort by the United Nations Foundation to ensure that children in need of vaccines receive them, and that worldwide child vaccination efforts remain in place.
Every child deserves that first place moment.
Every child deserves a shot at life.
What will be this Mozambican’s child first place moment? Will he win a spelling bee, a track and field meet, a speech tournament?
I wonder, I hope, and I work towards decreasing vaccine-preventable deaths of children worldwide.
This post was written as part of the Shot@Life Summer Blog Carnival. I was given the writing prompt “winning first place,” as well as statistics and the above image to inspire this piece. Posts by bloggers all over the web will be featured at Shotatlife.org/blog this week — check them out!




















































Kathryn says:
Jess thank you for discussing the importance of vaccinations. As a girl who has spent way to long in hospitals with life threatening issues…. I know what it’s like to cough so hard you damage your ribs permently, and when you can’t breath, and just be really really scary sick. No parent should have to face this moment, and no child SHOULD DIE because their child didn’t have access to simple shot. Sorry to get on my box, this one hits too close to home. Thanks girl, XO Kathryn
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Jessica @FoundtheMarbles says:
Beautiful post, Jessica. So many can relate to that first place feeling, whether or not they have ever had it. What a terrific way to tie that feeling in to what it must feel like to get vaccinations and know that you will have a shot at life.
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Andrea (Lil-Kid-Things) says:
I loved reading your story and I totally relate to that feeling of confidence. Every child deserves that indeed.
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Amanda says:
OH I love this post. You’re so right…and I remember my own moment like that..everyone deserves that chance.
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rajean says:
Inspiring, especially on the eve of the Olympic Games!
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Lara says:
Ah the Mighty Spartan debate team. I think I got my first trophy there as well. Hello Impromptu! I remember that smile of pride on the face of my oldest son when he won his first award. There is nothing quite as pure and moving.
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Erin says:
LOVE this… and what a great cause, too.
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Corey Feldman says:
Great post, great cause.
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jodifur says:
Love this so much. Reminds me of how much Michael loved his first trophy.
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Leticia- Tech Savvy Mama says:
Oh this brings back memories of my first trophy! What a proud moment indeed and one deserved by every child. xo
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Monica says:
What a creative and fabulous way to discuss this very important topic. I love picturing high-school you and thank you so much for bringing awareness to the importance of global childhood vaccines!
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Justice Fergie says:
What a lovely post, Jess! And you have me recalling my “first place moment.” We are so lucky in this country to not have to worry about giving our children basic, life-saving vaccines. I think that Shot@Life is doing SUCH important work in shedding light and creating momentum on this for parents everywhere.
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